Just a small town girl

MIND FUCK (skype problem of Kevin Abu)

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 12:08:00 -0400

Kevin: anu nga kaya password ko
fuck
it keeps on saying logging in...
yet nothing happens
Me: that sucks... what is wrong with your skype!!!
wazz happening now?
Kevin: still signing in...
=.=
I closed it
and reopened it
it reloaded and signed in again
Me: still doesn't work?
I HAVE AN IDEA!!
why don't you try logging in using my acct? =)))))))))
Kevin: lol
Me: and we're both chatting with Ced? :)))
Kevin: will that work?
xD
Hahaha !!
Mind fuck
Me: dude lezz try it

boy: girls are so lucky they dont need to shave their faces or have boners.

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 03:33:39 -0400

boy: girls are so lucky they dont need to shave their faces or have boners.
girl: shaving legs, shaving arms, waxing, plucking, periods, cramps, pregnancy, giving birth, makeup, shut the fuck up.

That awkward moment when you walk out of your bedroom in your pajamas and there's a guest in your house.

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 22:38:26 -0400

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Mon, 02 Apr 2012 22:30:51 -0400

"Even children get older, and I'm getting older too"

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 12:45:00 -0400

I just finished listening to Landslide by Stevie Nicks and the song pretty much depicts what I feel right now.

I have been told several times by several people that I talk and act like I come from an older generation. When people ask me how old I am, they give me expressions such as “talaga?” or “mukha ka ng dalagang dalaga!”. It gets annoying sometimes but it’s alright. :) Anyway, what I’m really trying to say is that: I AM TURNING 18 THIS YEAR AND I DON’T THINK I’M READY.

I have always wanted to become an adult. Growing up, I never really enjoyed kiddie shows. I remember watching teen shows when I was only 7 years old. I always wanted to hang out with my older cousins but my mom never allowed me. Don’t get me wrong, I have enjoyed my childhood. I played Filipino games with our neighbors outside our house, cried my heart out to force my parents to buy me toys and went crazy when I first played under the rain. But for some reason, I’ve always had this desire of pressing the fast forward button and just proceed to my adult life. I WAS ALWAYS IN THE RUSH TO GROW UP. I know, I know. My story sounds just like the movie 13 Going On 30. I could relate to that movie, alright =))) The first time I saw it I could’ve sworn that the movie was made for me and that Jenna Rink was actually me :)) But here’s the thing, being a kid is so much fun. And now that I am to become an adult in a few months, I get this feeling of wanting to go back in time and just be a kid… forever. I have dreamed of my day of legality for years. But just like in the movie 13 Going On 30, when you’re actually there, you just feel like going back.

Not that I regret anything. It’s just that… it’s crazy. I know I’m being so malabo right now but I just feel like turning 18 entails more. MORE PRESSURE, MORE PROBLEMS, MORE RESPONSIBILITIES… just more. It scares me. I’m still a baby. A lot of people think I’m so mature but they don’t see the way I am at home. When I wake up, I go downstairs and look for my mom and hug her. She would say “Good morning, baby” and I would hug her even tightly. And whenever I wake up and she’s nowhere to be found at home, I stomp my feet like a little girl who didn’t get the toy she wanted. I would wait for my mom to get back. Every night, I barge in the master’s bedroom and lay in between my parents and we would exchange stories. I would always tell my folks that I will be successful and I will find myself a good man. Before I leave their room, I would hug and kiss them both good night. My dad would always say “I love you, anak. Mahal na mahal kita” while my mom would say “Good night. I love you.” See? I am still a baby! But turning 18 somehow makes me feel old.

I am getting older. Ready or not, I will turn a year older. I will become an adult. And there’s absolutely nothing I can do to stop time. Yes, I am scared. I am 101% scared of what’s yet to come. And I don’t know whether or not I am capable of handling things well. I DON’T KNOW. I am not sure of anything right now… wait, except for one thing. I am sure that my family will always have my back. :) But then again, I am to become an adult. There are things that I should do alone. Hay kaloka this.

Anyway, here’s the lyrics of Landslide. It’s a really good song. I have highlighted the ones that explain what I feel at this exact moment.

I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
‘Till the landslide brought me down

Oh mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Mmm mmm I don’t know
Mmm mmm Mmm mmm

Well I’ve been afraid of changing ‘cause I
Built my life around you.
But time makes you bolder
Children get older and I’m getting older too

So…(Interlude)

I’ve been afraid of changing ‘cause I
I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder, even children get older
and I’m getting older too
I’m getting older too
So, take this love, take it down.
Oh, if you climb a mountain and you turn around
If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide will bring it down, down
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills,
Well maybe, the landslide ‘ill bring it down.
Well, well the landslide with bring it down.

Lyrics from: http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Landslide-lyrics-Stevie-Nicks/F7006D52627CC3C248256B800012B852

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Fri, 30 Dec 2011 10:30:09 -0500

"Life is about making mistakes and learning from them. We should embrace our defeats the same way we..."

Fri, 30 Dec 2011 10:27:05 -0500

“Life is about making mistakes and learning from them. We should embrace our defeats the same way we welcome our wins. Reminisce, laugh, let go and move forward - that’s what new year is all about. NEW LIFE. :) Yesterday ended last night, today I live my life and tomorrow is something I look forward to.”

- Tina Cordero

"hey say the universe has a great sense of humor. That sometimes having your dreams come true can..."

Fri, 30 Dec 2011 10:24:36 -0500

“hey say the universe has a great sense of humor. That sometimes having your dreams come true can feel like a nightmare. Because getting what you want always come with strings attached…. And even when you think you’re finally in the clear, you’re never home free.”

- Gossip Girl

Well, well, well...

Fri, 30 Dec 2011 09:52:00 -0500

Another year is nearing its end. Honestly I didn’t think today was the last Friday of the year until a few hours ago when my dad said tomorrow was going to be the last day of 2011. I thought it was only another ordinary day. Had I known it would be the last Friday of the year I would’ve made crazy stuff like create a to-do list for 2012 or spend the entire night in a coffee shop reading The Son of Neptune. OH WELL.

Earlier this day, I, with some high school friends, went out for lunch to celebrate Kevin’s birthday. His birthday was originally yesterday, Dec. 29, but he celebrated it with friends on the 30th because he and his family went somewhere yesterday. After eating lunch, we went to SM hoping that we catch a good movie but then we remembered the only movies SM Lipa has are the entries for MMFF. Worse? There was no MANILA KINGPIN, the ONLY movie all of us wanted to watch. So we just took a saunter around the mall and spent the remaining hours at the foodcourt, telling stories about whatever it is that we come up with. We parted ways really early since there was really nothing left for us to do and we didn’t bring a lot of money. I decided to have some “alone time” so I went to a coffee shop and read a book. Time flies fast when you’re having fun. Little did I know, I already spent more than 3 hours in Cafe de Lipa. My eyes were already aching a bit so I decided to roam around the mall for a while and, well, window shop. I went to the National Bookstore after feeling really bored. I saw Kate Middleteon’s biography book so I took it and read the first few pages. I went on and on-her life was pretty interesting, mind you-until my dad texted and told me that he was going to fetch me in a few minutes. And that’s how the last Friday of 2011 went for me.

So how was 2011 for me? It was….. fine. I had really great moments and, thank God, a few bad moments. Looking back, I guess 2011 wasn’t such an asshole after all. Well, that is if you compare it to 2009 and 2010. But guess what?

Here’s to all the bitches and bitterness I had in 2011:

And here’s what I hope for in 2012:

LOVE

PEACE

HAPPINESS

I have high hopes for you, 2012. Please don’t fail me. Don’t worry, I’ll make sure I’ll do my part in making your year a year to remember. :)

Oh, before I go… can I just say how much I love love love love love love love my new hairstyle?

hehehehe ;) Advanced happy new year, everyone!

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Fri, 30 Dec 2011 07:06:17 -0500

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Fri, 30 Dec 2011 07:06:13 -0500

42o-: gigglingbean: This is someone dying while having an MRI...

Fri, 30 Dec 2011 07:05:14 -0500

42o-:

gigglingbean:

This is someone dying while having an MRI scan. Before you die, your brain releases tons and tons of endorphins that make you feel a range of emotions. Tragically beautiful.

I will never not reblog this.

oh my god that must be so scary):

jeauxdenfantss: Bitches at my school.

Fri, 30 Dec 2011 07:02:04 -0500

jeauxdenfantss:

Bitches at my school.

"Whenever she wanted something, he had the irrational urge to provide it. He wanted to be the..."

Wed, 28 Dec 2011 08:20:55 -0500

““Whenever she wanted something, he had the irrational urge to provide it. He wanted to be the old-fashioned knight riding to her rescue.””

- The Son of Neptune

Can't fucking sleep.

Tue, 27 Dec 2011 12:19:09 -0500

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

I went to Coffee Bean a few hours ago with a couple of high school friends. Ironically, instead of keeping me awake, coffee helps me sleep earlier than usual. But tonight is different. It’s already past 12 midnight and my eyes are still widely open. THIS IS SO NOT ME. I’m usually asleep by 11:00-11:30pm, unless there’s an event that requires me to stay up beyond that time. I already had 2 glasses of wine and usually it just takes one glass for me to get sleepy but noooooooo. Believe me I would’ve been dreaming about Alex Pettyfer by now if not for that coffee. So I guess what I’m going to do now is to just rant about what happened today, since I really have no one to talk to at this time of the night because everyone’s already dreaming about sheep and all that shit. And no, I refuse to go online on Facebook for the reason that, well, let’s be frank, who wants to chat with a complicated girl like me at this time of the night? (FOREVER ALONE) After all, I miss sharing my daily adventures with people I don’t know. hehehe ;)

So it was the annual Tanauan fiesta yesterday(it’s already 12:44) and since everyone was on vacation mode, we, LS205, decided to go and visit some of our friends’s houses. Call time was 11am but we’re fucking Filipinos so we already left past 12 noon. Well I think it was good that we left that time because upon arriving at Eloi’s house we were already begging for food and lo and behold, FIESTA FOOOOOOODS. The wait was worth it because the foods were great! Oh the lechon and leche flan. We talked for hours. I wasn’t surprised that everyone was so eager to tell stories about their college life because we have not seen each other for God knows how long. It was really great being able to catch up with high school friends. Plus reminiscing crazy memories in high school made us laugh our assess off. High school, as cliche as it sounds, is the best. College is different. Anyway, after hours of non-stop story-telling, we then went to Daryl’s house. Here’s a funny story. It’s too funny, and embarrassing, that I just had to share it. HAHAHAHA. You know how we Filipinos are fond of eating kare-kare with bagoong? Well, Marrus didn’t know what bagoong was so he took 2 spoonful of bagoong and put it on his plate. Funny part? HE THOUGHT IT WAS CORNED BEEF! =))) And when he ate it he was all like, “Why does this corned beef taste different?” Talk about fail moments. Hahaha! Good thing he redeemed himself by making Ken eat half of the bagoong. Now that’s something you wouldn’t want to do: give in to peer pressure. :))) Nevertheless, it was a priceless moment. We stayed in Daryl’s house for a few more hours before finally settling in one plan: go to SM to buy PanOxyl for our fucking pimples then go to Coffee Bean while some of the boys stay to play Dota. So we went to SM and I finally got a remedy for these ever-annoying, always-popping pimples. I sure hope it works otherwise I’d be blaming Ken for recommending it. We went to Coffee bean afterwards and continued our “chikahan”. And this is where the story ends.

Shit I still can’t get my eyes to shut close! Merciful heavens, I need, I want some sleep now! :((( It’s already 1:15 am. I’m watching this freaking make-up tutorial on Youtube but I swear it’s just too complicated for me I just closed it. I WILL NEVER LEARN HOW TO PUT ON MAKE-UP. But it’s fine. At least I get to show the world my natural face. ;) So to my future boyfriend, sorry if I don’t have the prettiest face and sorry if I don’t know how to put on make up. I’M NOT LIKE THOSE GIRLS.

I don’t fucking care what time is it because I just really wanna get some sleep. So sorry for ranting too much. And I know this post is just too random. Forgive me, I just couldn’t sleep. BUT BUT BUT I will try to get some sleep now so, bye! :))))

Good night/morning from Tina, Love and Blue. <3

Be grateful

Wed, 21 Dec 2011 11:16:00 -0500

I just finished watching Medical Anomalies on Discovery Channel. Tonight’s episode was about two men who suffer from neurofibromatosis (NF for short). It is a disease that causes huge(and I mean massive) tumors to form in any part of the body. Worse part? It is hereditary. I was so moved by the stories of both men: Maurice and Reggie. You see, I always complain about my motherfucking pimples every chance I get. When I look in the mirror, when I see people with flawless face (especially my mom), and most especially, when I touch my face and feel the rough areas. I always tell myself how unlucky I am to have all these fucking zits on my face, or how I can be so much prettier with all these zits effaced. But after seeing Maurice and Reggie’s situation, I felt really really pathetic. How could I even complain about having these small pimples, which is totally normal for our age, when there are people out there who have big tumors on their faces and partly, if not completely, lost their sense of sight? It’s so selfish of me. And for me to be able to go out and not have people run in fear because of my physical looks is already a blessing. Maurice and Reggie were forced to live in the dark for years because insensitive fucking people were making fun of them. Good thing they both had the courage to face the world again, even if that means dealing with judgmental people. How brave of those two men.

I’d be lying if I say I’m never going to complain about my pimples again. But I will think of Maurice and Reggie when I start complaining. How they embraced themselves and how they did not let their looks be of hinder to their awesome life will be my inspiration. I just wish I could be as happy with my looks as they are with theirs. :)

I’m going to bed now but before I do, I’d like to tell myself and everyone who gets to read this that we are beautiful. We are beautiful and we are blessed. There’s always so much to be thankful for. And guys, it truly is the inside that matters. Beauty fades over the years, but the goodness within us will remain until our last breath on earth

If you want to know more about their story, click here. It will bring exactly where you want.

Let’s thank God for this life. And let’s thank Him for creating Maurice and Reggie, two magnificent men.

Simple things can mean a lot to other people. Christmas break...

Tue, 20 Dec 2011 09:04:36 -0500

Simple things can mean a lot to other people.

Christmas break is finally here! And I’m spending the first night of the break looking for clothes(while listening to Christmas songs) that I can donate to Sendong victims. Tomorrow I’ll go buy canned goods with my own savings. :)

MAKE YOUR CHRISTMAS BREAK WORTHWHILE! DO SOMETHING GOOD! After all, think about how you’ll be spending Christmas day with all the foods and gifts while some won’t even be able to celebrate Christmas. Diba? :)

preciouslittletreasure: fuckyeahgleelove: killthecandylady: Gl...

Sat, 05 Nov 2011 09:50:02 -0400

preciouslittletreasure:

fuckyeahgleelove:

killthecandylady:

Glee Cast - All I Want For Christmas Is You

Download

LOVE

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Sat, 05 Nov 2011 09:48:28 -0400

fuckyeahgleelove: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LAUGHING SOOOOOO HARD

Sat, 05 Nov 2011 09:47:04 -0400

fuckyeahgleelove:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LAUGHING SOOOOOO HARD